He is my Sonshine

Monday, August 18, 2008

Tough Questions

What is the Lord trying to teach me?? What am I suppose to be doing?? Sometimes I'm so stressed out when I think about what I should be doing on a regular basis. Some people may look at my life and say what's the big deal. I cry out to the Lord on a daily basis. I wish He would speak to me in an audible voice because sometimes I'm so confused. I know what I should be doing as a Christ follower (and that's very convicting at times). He has commanded us to bring others to Him, be Jesus to the unsaved world, and to be like the first church in the book of Acts (given to hospitality and meeting the needs of other members of our church family).

I can hardly wait to be in His presence and ask Him the "why?" and to understand the reason behind the last year's suffering in our family's life. I think of the old hymn "Farther Along", no truer words can sum it up. He so desires to use us to bring glory to Himself and that His grace is sufficient for us. I will continue to trust Him and seek His face. I am made strong through His might and by His grace.

Friday, August 01, 2008

Alone again!

Missing my boys again...they are in Sandusky, Ohio with my brother and his boys! Cedar Point may never be the same. They come home on Saturday afternoon and Patrick leaves for camp to work on Tim Team for a week up at Grace. Tom and I have had a lot of together time this summer..I kn ow he is going stir crazy. He wants to be back to work...or at least me to get a job. I have to keep saying God has a plan. This year with the strokes that he has had his life is completely in His hands.