Missing Boys!!!!

I really don't understand why I allow my boys to go to Camp...when they're not here I walk around this empty house like a lost puppy. No amount of activity relieves the ache in my heart. I know I should get use to it...this is the third summer Andrew has worked at Grace Adventure but I don't. This week Patrick is at Leadership camp...that's how it all started with Andrew and him devoting his life to children and changed his major to Social work.
It has been along time since I have posted and it has been a terrible year for tragedy that has happened to my family. I guess I shoujld have used this spot to vent but I really didn't have the time or strength. My friends (church family) have been my greatest support. Thank you Lord for my wonderful church family. Calvary Church of Fruitport is a awesome place to love and be loved! God is good.